desperate
impatient
milky thoughts
and i want to believe you
more than
i want to believe you
i want to believe you
i want to believe you
i want to be you
i want to lieve you
in one breath.
swimming contorting twisting spitting it up
choking on that silkiness
split me up and spit me up
and god its good here and here and here but there and here and there i wonder just wonder about it
you
wondering about you
it is love love new love new love love
familiar like the rain on your windshield from the passenger seat
i've seen it before and it is always the same but i am changed
and here i we go hopping that train again clickety clack dont come back here we are hopping again
here i am
i am but god dammit i am
"i am yours"
i love you oh i oh love oh oh i oh love
i love breathing your name a new taste for my mouthjosiah
josiahjosiah josiah
josiah
on repeatrepeatrepeatrepeat
you move repeatrepeatrepeat
jesus josiah
jesus.